Feeling My Inner Power
- Rose Widener
- Jul 21, 2014
- 2 min read

Looking back over the past 24 hours I remind myself that we are constantly becoming more and though I am a teacher for many I am also the student. Yesterday was just amazing. The entire day filled will loving relationships, good food, synchronistic experiences to let me know everything is unfolding gracefully. However at the end of the day I suddenly felt myself questioning what friendship really is to me. Someone close to me has kept a secret and I came to realize their truth in a very uncomfortable fashion. As I pondered this I immediately felt saddened. I go through great lengths to have good feelings throughout my day by meditating, journaling, and focus. I know my feeling of sadness is natural and I decided not to fight it. As I remind myself of the broader picture I embraced the emotion and it brought me clarity. I fully understand that my experience is a reflection of myself and this experience was no different. As I think of this person I hold them in a vision of forgiveness and love. From this experience I now find myself in greater alignment with friends who do not just use the word but experience it and want to participate in my joyful journey as I revel in their own successes. As the movie of my life shows me evidence of my alignment to my true self I am learning to enjoy unpleasant emotions by embracing them and fully understanding my own power.
These experiences we each have as we interact with one another do not stop within ourselves. It emanates into all our future relationships. Making peace with what is allows us to access who we have become. As I wrap up this post I feel more peace about what started off as sadness. Now I can think about the experience for what it really was and enjoy being in my broader perspective from a new place.
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