Christ-Inside
- Rose Widener
- Jun 16, 2020
- 4 min read

For a few weeks now I have been in a deep sense of gratitude. Those I have inner-acted with show up and beam their unique special qualities and I feel such a 'one-sens' with those kind of experiences. At times I encounter those who do not see their own unique light, I am aware and not all I encounter are able to see my unique qualities as positive. For instance, special qualities about me might reflect narcissist to another. This I have no control and is none of my concern. For this is how our personal relationship with thyself works. So much of me is known to me now and it gives me peace and for-give-sense / for-give-sens(sins) that just is. Nothing to do, just done! In this space my for-give-sense already for-gave-sens (sins).
Yesterday I noticed some pain in my right groin. I have experienced this discomfort in past and found it connected to an experience when I was 18 and had been physically over-powered by someone I trusted. I never verbalized that experience in full until 2018 when I was on a table to receive a type of myofascial work that allowed me to inner-connect with the experience I held in my physical body. I was able to disentangle and move that energy out. Most importantly I was able to verbalize the experience after 30 years. What I discovered is that when these experiences are held in our bodies and not verbalized they are consents. They hold power within our personal experiences unknown to our conscious mind. These consents can be experienced through triggers or emotional ruffles that may appear to be unrelated to our conscious self. Intimacy (inner-ma-see) with thyself through exploration can un-cover the relationship to thyself show in re-act-ion (re-in-act).
After years of deep inner-work to realign (re-align DNA/RNA) with thyself I began a transformative shift and awakened Christ within. An energy within each of us that we can choose to embody now. This is basis of all that I freely share on my page unconditionally and it is an ongoing journey that grows daily. A number of months ago I woke up and I knew the holy spirit was in my body. My body had the experience and I had the knowing, then my mind said - what the? I have known that my light body was merging with my physical body little by little since last year.
At the end of 2018 when I accepted sovereignty as the next step of my journey I began to step away from asking or looking outward for answers, instead I went into more of a state to receive and trust of self. It was not apparent at that time what this would lead to, it was just inner-nudges I followed. The self-trust is connected to the activation this I know. It is a journey of self-love that leads one to un-cover a relationship with thyself in sovereignty to experience freedom within.
It is not something anyone can take from you. It is simply a personal experience with thyself (god-self) In-Love. It is not something to seek and it is not woo-woo like the old new age movement taught. This is what you are already. As this evolves I feel more symbiotic with others and all things. In this now we have an opportunity to experience life through gods eyes while in a physical vessel. There is no manual and I know I am not alone in my experience now. The experience does not make a person special, it is a special kind of experience.
I really wanted to mention that in particular, Special, for it is a vibration within our current collective. This vibration of special or desire to be/feel special creates a weakness where one can be fooled by off planet low vibrational beings that wanna use us. They will try to make you feel special and it is trickery. They have already tried this trickery with me last two nights and that is the sole reason I mention it now. This takes away any power they may perceive to have over me. Those who fall prey to this trickery will get stuck in a loop until they can re-Cog-new-eyes. We are not here to worship any one or any thing outside of what we already embody and have forgotten.
'Allow no other god before me,' is you. When one takes instruction from another they abandon thyself. It is one way we have given our power away for eons and we have done it out of fear. The idea of 'power over' is done unless you choose to hang onto that vibration to experience 'over-powered'. Let go of the ‘POOP’ (power-over/over power).
Any one person, I do not care who they are will not be THE Christ. If they claim such they are a False Messiah. For god resides in each of us and the Christ energy within, is our holy grail within. It is not outside of you, it is inside of you. We are not here to be saved nor to save another. We must take responsibility for our own shit (POOP)! The journey to un-cover that shit is not easy, though it can be done with more ease and grace when you ‘accept' that the ascension is going to happen whether you are on board with it or not.
The earth ship as we have known it, already ascended even though ones mind and physical sight may not perceive it yet and now humanity is boarding the new ship. Those souls who are not ready for this next chapter will move on to an experience that is made for them. I have information about this that I can share. To share what is received from within is to share ones inner-Truth. It does not make it your Truth unless you accept it.
In the meantime, we continue to receive knowledge of what was kept in the Dark. This allows us to connect with our own fears and inner-darkness so we can tap into our untapped potentials to Thrive instead of Survive! DEEP-STATE outside is deep-state inside. We are symbiotic with it all.
Let go of the FEAR! Let go of the Mask! Let self off the hook for the Love of Self and no other. Then create a new relationship with god as thyself by stating you are ready and you will begin a new relationship with you.
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